Finding reason

I will never find a reason why You felt you had to die Your life had meaning and you are loved by everyone Your caring heart and kind ways Make me think of better days Hard to say sorry ,iam sorry for all the faults, Pride leads to so much strife I can't say it anymore For too long I was in so much pain,suffered so much from the strain I had send you my love wishing you are fine and giving you a hug Rest well dad free from all the pain