Chapter 1

“Something...., I want to surrender in front of you…..”
         I was floating on the ocean, my eyes were in the sky, and my face was not wet. But from shoulder to toe my whole body was damp. Because I never lose hope......, my eyes were not blinking. Even I could not overwhelm......? The water of the ocean was helping me to swim in the ocean. I was checking all the sides of the ocean, as far as I could see, I could not see the land. It seemed that the oceans had taken all the lands in their lapped. Oceans just looks like interminable and formless similar to our idea they are also everlasting, infinitude or indestructible. I want to come with you…..           
              I know that reason God had been predicting my life and I had to eagerly wait for my new era or new things of my life with new oaths. I was looking at you in the clouds I could imagine you...? I was trying to making pictures in clouds. The shapes of the clouds were looks like my memories. I had Images of my grandmamma, my father, and mother. My childhood life, Shapes of the trees, where we used to ride tires, one temple. In last I had to see that one big bus was there, and I see you.... you said bye to me, and you smiled. I never forget that biggest cursed day of my life.  You gave me hug on that morning, And I did not want to let you go there.....
Then it felt like I had lost you, I lost my whole world in one moment, and everything was goanna end. I saw one big triangle. That bus started running on that triangle. The bus was going round by round........
         Suddenly I lose my relaxation. I thought someone was pulling me in the water, I was using my hands and legs to save my life. I start taking breathe from my mouth and exhale from also the mouth. The sound of my breathing is coming like hah... hah...   I had to apply a lot of force on every single breath.  But my eyes were on the sky. They did not want to lose you once again I saw that bus was also had been getting disturbed on his way and met with an accident. Now, it was just hanging on the lagoon of a big triangle... I forget about my breathing. I continued watching the bus. When I inhale, it just comes out over the slope, when I exhale the breath, then once again it just started sliding down from the big triangle. This was my condition, which I am...? I want to save you, but how was that possible? when conditions go out of the human thinking, those who do not even know about it, and they are trapped in their own trap, just like a spider sometimes suffers in the trap of self.          
           Then......, the Bus lose their last hope too, I saw everywhere blue sky was changed into their hues at looks like doomsday is coming and we have the last day on earth than one big hurricane takes me inside. I want to come out. I want to save you...... I want to help you Soumya...., but this hurricane...... I have fear of losing you... "If our luck allows, in the end. So..., we have to end our life together...? And I saw bus is crashed from the triangles and then blast and I stop fighting and going inside in the hurricane. Know I was telling kill me, kill me. I'm coming to you...... Sau...mya? Then my eyes were closed.
 
 

Chapter 2
    

 I was sprinting on the road because I have to chase someone….?  I have one answer in my mind. My granny told me each and everything has their own identity, everything has their own reasons. I know one thing if I get it, so I don’t get my question; if I don’t get it, so I can save millions of people? “What should I have to do…?”
        Our life is like rivers, the rivers also starting with one point from the inception and in their way rivers will also face struggles or speed breakers. Life is also too starts from the beginning, it also faces lots of struggles and speed breakers like stress, depressions, negative energies etc. but in the last rivers get their final destination. You also have to solve this conundrum. When you will extricate this conundrum you will reached to the emancipation.
     New Delhi Railway Station two men were walking on foot over bridge. I said in a huge voice, we have to catch him; if he got success, that's mean we lose everything. My teammates start sprinting; their legs were starts doing his work. They make the relationship between platforms and legs, his toes give him a little jump from the platform, their eyes were on the target and mind was very conscious about one thing, "What would happen in next…." They have to hide themselves; I give the eyes expression to my colleagues. They all get running and hiding oneself on behind the pillars. Get ready and give me cover, get ready with assaults and take your position. My assistance said that look at him he is standing on the stairs.
  ‘Wait a minute......' I said, do not run, only followed him. I instructed to my assistance. Loy makes sure him, he was safe…, and they don't even know that we are chasing him. Only followed him, take your Bluetooth on, and give me all the information. Hype! Look at him…, Loy said sir he is standing on the second gate of the coach no. 2. I said- "Okay." Keep him calm and quiet it is my instruction to you. Loy in my work there is no need to be doubted.       ‘What he is doing…...’
‘Sir…... he is waiting for someone…...’
‘Okay, don’t do anything, you have to wait for my instructions…...’
‘Okay....,'Sir.
 "I am standing behind the pillar and Ali is also there." Keep watching him." We have to catch him red-handed.
"Okay, Sir…..."
                         Sir one person is coming nearby him, they do the handshake and giving tight hug together. Okay, wait for some time. Near the train, they all fully dressed up, they have the deep conversation is might be on some secrets topics.
             When I said- "We have to know that what they are talking…," I stopped for some times and then I said- "get ready to have more fun?"
          The train blew their horn on the huge voice it is last vessel train get ready to starts his journey. Once a minute, here are some misfortunes, my head was getting some wrinkled and eyes have some doubt of having something was wrong. How it's possible…, they both are going together? All the things are changing here, I look at my watch, and I said we have only ten seconds more we have to….  I shouted on my colleagues.... start running…; Okay sir, try to catch him Loy run fast you know he is our idea. We have to catch him. Sir, the train got their higher speed; let makes us more furious… tried to be entered on the same coach? My assistants were smiled and said yes captain in their answer. Station was changed into some unidentified places.
 

Chapter 3
            

         I welcome you, Mr. Loy, I give you a warm welcome in my train. He bent his waist and his right hands welcoming him in his train. Oh! Ali is also here; sorry it is my mistake; I only meet with reputed persons. He laughs ha-ha! And he started moving his right hand and doing some steps of dancing. He asked with my assistants, who are two tall and smart personalities, who wore the designer black suit with formal matching shoes, their hands are in shackles and they have to give his answer in nods only because two black bouncers were standing close, the gun tip was near to their heads. The bouncers always push them to give his answers as soon as possible.
         'What do you want?' Liquor and anything else, I like wine ... if you need to drink some things then you can ask me? This is my recipe for you; to take it for believing. Waiter ...., for our respected regular heads ..., oh! This is my fault for our cheap guests. He indicates something special.
A waiter said, "Okay sir."
           Take it, open all the bonds, and please sit in front of me, I want to know this - where do you get this idea from being repeatedly.....'I mean you are a defeatist’s person.' Everyone laughs at it. In addition to my helpers, their heads were down
"Mac?"
"Yes, sir......?"
'From the word of the defeat, I remember one thing ... He asked with a loud voice, where is the third? '
"Sir, we are prospecting for him?" He is on the train.
Loy said: 'Mack, do not you have to find him?' "Wait for a few seconds, he would come and push you in a dangerous situation."
         Someone hits the Loy with a big mega punch. Wait, he scolded his people, what are you doing? Do you have any easy way? "Sorry, sir." Listen, you are new to my work. This is the first and last warning for you. There is no need for forgiveness in my work. Beat him hard...? It should have to more powerful than the last one. 'Okay sir,' beat him, Loy was watching with full courage, he kept on looking constantly.
            I was continuing watching the station, which changed into some unknowing village buildings and places, people changed into some trees, plants, and animals; suddenly all the things were started burning. I saw that fire was also coming in the last coach of the train. People were shouting and crying, except one child. And, one plant, "which was not totally green. ”It's is dry and pale." This was the late winter but still, this plant is green...?" It shows such as we are l losing our last hope, but are circumstances wants to fight till the end.
          I blink my eyes and then I see everything was changed, then I see to the platform there was no platform, then I was identifying that train was not running on the ground. The train started to take off in the air. Everything started to take off in the air. The land was going more and farther away from the train. Someone says raised your hands, to know it was a chance for me.  I saw that plant coming inside the train it's attached to the train. I said okay I surrendered.Take him near to the boss. 
           I entered in coach two men were also coming with me. My head was at gunpoint and more closed to the barrel of the gun. They all are more aware this time. My hands are on the head, I was walking slowly-slowly. I reached to him. He asked me- Do you want to something for drink, just for little changed in your mind? I clapped for you. Once again, you did a nice job for your owners. However, it is a very bad news you, I defeated you once again. Now, I can say "I am good, you can clap for me?" Ah! If you want to, you can.  Take your drink, Vikram. We both are strong enemies. I sure, only you make tragedy and difficulty for me; "Did you know that…?" How much it's difficult to hide your things which are so important in your life. All thought is based on the ideas "that change your world." You can laugh it's a nice joke.
 I said- yes, very nice, it is….  
 
            So, what you want for me?
I need an answer for that which I want "an idea."
       It's not your deal, what you do with that idea? If I will not give you anything then what will you do? You stole hype! Please listen here...., he said that he would win in this situation. I will never give you anything, I have no idea. Let us makes the changes here......? What will you do...? Suddenly every thing was changed? I have three stories first one is that-   suddenly he gets angry and point out to me with his fingers and said  Vikram your army killed my wife and my children, you destroyed my home, and I lose every think on that combat, your idea also vanished due to your attack. And, the second one is that When Pakistani armies are encountering me. Then their bullet digs me near the liver and I fall from one peek into the depth of the Ravi near the India border. I remembered little to think that I got a big hit on my head and my eyes are closed.
 
"Tell me the third one" I want to know; you can't be….' He smiles and said.
 
          Sometimes it's has been difficult to make suggestions like that and told everything to everyone you have to tune in my eyes I want to see something in your eyes... you know that...?
            He comes near to my ear and starts whispering in my ears and said- Vikram, it's a fear of someone. "You’re breathing getting fast because you know what I'm telling you." I have one question for you, when again and again. Coming in my niches, how you feel. How do you feel? You know Vikram there is a trick of resurgence. Resurgence means again and again until the end of the world it only looks better in books, novel, and myth.
           I like your eyes because ... behind this eyes, we all know that we have immense stories, our beloved moments, thoughts, he sees me with his wide eyes and his hand begins to make a sign And he said that you do not want to share any of those pictures and mysteries in your hole life. It creates more trouble suddenly its tone is getting slightly more than the last one. For us........ Frequently, you start stealing these things, which gives you great peace, courage, and comfort. When you were in the cloistral ... Think Vikram, think?        
Then he waits for a few seconds. He takes a deep breath; and said in very aggressively tone - Ash! Forget what you want from me...? 'Why do you and your companions come again and again? I am speaking in a rational way ... "What do you want me to do?" I said that - I have to save thousands of grins which come to my family, friends, and relatives. I have to save those children who are smiling and enjoying the park ride. You have to listen to those voices, listen to it, they are coming to your ears, traveling your mind, and bothering in your peaceful and peaceful kind of mind? Look, they do not panic at you, they are celebrating their good and happy days with their families. They are all ... I signed and said, get ready ... my assistants give positive approval, then my eyes change they are showing all ... you are only a mental case in the world and you are not enough Power and tactics have been once, once you say that the words of your cruel oppressors ... "do not make any difficulties in their life," about the rule of the resurrection and you again.                    
 
         "Please stop this thinks I am getting panic...,” My mind does not work its makes nails on my head please stop this.
       "Why, should we stop this, you would never be stopped to killed humanity?" Why, should I...? I repeat again this why should I....., I again said this was in the very loud voice it was the answers for innocent people who were killed by your people and your army. You were doing cheating with the common people and making them terrorists. Apart from this, it was a sign for all his colleagues that whatever is to be done for us is the right time...              
         Suddenly, when Mr. Firoz Khan, the world most wanted terrorists who were the biggest archenemy of the middle-east countries like India, Pakistan, Afghanistan, Iran, Iraq, Bangladesh, Maldives, and Malaysia etc. countries. He born in Kashmir Valley..., near India, he has deep crush against with India. Because he wants to destroy India in any condition? He was hiding in the Hind-Kush Valley near Afghanistan and Tajikistan. In late 2010 Afghan army attacked him. The operation was running in very vast movement although he got succeeds to ran away, and take the niche on the Indo-Pakistan border. After few years Pakistani Army caught him red handed, once again he succeeded but that time one bullet hit him near the liver. He falls down in Ravi River under the Indian Border. The Indian Army caught him in a wounded condition. His hand was broke, and he lost his one eye and right leg also in the attack on the USA in 2006. He always told himself a Pakistani.