I really shocked. I shocked thoroughly. It was just like a
miracle, a strange miracle. I don’t know how but it happened inside
me. There was something going on in my mind, perhaps thoughts, and
anger for someone and suddenly I saw at my mind and it was a
miracle, my mind was not there! The only thing was there, was
emptiness. The strange thing I learnt that there is no mind, there are
only waves which are the creation of our human history. Sometimes
in your life, thoughts will break, and that breaking will make you
curious to know your being. The only question ‘who are you’ starts
from here, from your shock.
The shock is the starting, which will push you to find
farther, and really it is. Without the shock you will not come near to
the existence and the reality of the universe. The people of this world
have been going thorough passive pattern which is really making them
apart from their originality. It is the shock which will make you a
middle person, a person who is between the people who doesn’t know
and the very few people who know. Yes, yes he can sleep second time
but the experience of his shocking will make him remember about
his reality. This middle space of shocking is the place where many
persons have ended their lives and many have opened their lives.
The mind is the only imagination of people, which is also
done by their mind! In reality, mind is nothing more than waves of
ocean, which come and go. It is like a vertex of a pond, if you wait you
will find stillness there and feel there is no vertex, there is only water.
To get that thing the shock is necessary, and it can’t be bought, it is
just a miracle. It just happens, just happens.
Sleeping is very old thing, people have habit of it. But the
awakening is a new thing to the world. And it will take a time. The
last thing which I utter is that I was shocked, why I don’t know.